La Lettera (The Letter)

(2010)

Caro Mario,

Ti amo.

Io so quello con tutta la mia anima. 

Io odio la distanza che e’ cresciuta fra di noi e voglio fare del tutto per guarire ogni male che c’e.

E’ importantissimo che tu capisci perche’ ti ho dato l’anello sta sera.  non e’ perche voglio che ci lasciamo o che finiamo.  Anzi, e’ l’ultima cosa che vorrei.  

Io voglio avere la speranza.  Voglio credere che c’e la facciamo.  Che insieme, possiamo andare al tempio d’essere suggellati a l’un l’altro…che possiamo far crescere una familgia insieme.  Che possiamo ridere, scherzare, diverterci…che possiamo aiutarci nei momenti difficili… che possiamo condividere ogni esperienza…e che possiamo sempre imparare da l’un l’atlro.  E’ spero che anche tu voglia queste cose ancora.  prego che tu voglia fare la scelta di darmi quel annello di nuovo.  perche’ il mio cuore e’ rotto sta sera con il pensiero di non averti nella mia vita.

Mi dispiace per tutti i miei sbagli.  Sei un uomo molto speciale.  Il piu che ti consoco, il piu’ che mi rende conta di quanto bravo sei.  E spero di continuare ad imparare quello per tutta l’eternita.

-J

 

 

My dearest Mario,

I love you.

I know that with all of my soul.

I hate the distance that has grown between us and I want to do everything I can to heal everything that has gone wrong.

It is vastly important that you understand why I gave you the ring tonight.  It is not because I want us to leave each other or for us to break up.  That is the last thing that I want.

I want to have hope.  I want to believe that we can do this.  That together, we can go forth with our marriage, that we can have a family together.  That we can laugh, joke and have fun together…that we can help each other in the difficult moment…that we can share every experience…and that we can always learn from each other.  And I hope that you also still want these things. I pray that you want to make the choice to give me that ring again.  Because my heart is broken tonight with the thought of not having you in my life.

I am sorry for all my mistakes.  You are a special man. The more that I get to know you, the more I realize how wonderful you are. And I hope to continue to learn this for all of eternity.

-J

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About ciaobellamiastory

What do you do with that magical moment when everything makes sense - when all the random choices, experiences and encounters come together, and you find that rare instant of clairty? Then what do you do when it all falls apart? About 12 years ago I decided to take an Italian 101 course. That seemingly random choice has forever altered the path of my life. My strange connection with the language, culture and people of Italy started with love and joy and culminated with unexpected loss, grief and despair. While previously I was content to follow this unpredictable path, today I seek to understand the reasons and lessons behind my journey. My journey towards understanding begins here.
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